watching the olympic trials makes me want to swim again
like legit swim. and race.
it’s hard to stop doing something that you’ve done your whole life. but it’s also scary how easy it is to fall out of the habit of keeping things up.
i haven’t really played my piano since Christmas time. I haven’t even put my clarinet together in probably over a year. And I just recently wrote in my journal, but before that, I think it had been since October last year.
i wish i had more time in the day. it’s hard to stay motivated and grounded sometimes when there are all of these other things that have to get done and when checking emails and texts are so much easier to waste time on than real rewarding things like music and sports and creativity.
